Wednesday, June 21, 2023
Summer Begins
Sunday, January 22, 2023
Listening to Music, Then and Now
I'm riding in my car and a man comes on the radio
tellin' me how white my shirts can be,
But he can't be a man 'cause he doesn't smoke,
The same cigarettes as me.
I like to sit at the kitchen
table at the end of the day and listen to music on Youtube, and I marvel at the
energy and creativity of the musicians of, mostly, my youth: Emmy Lou Harris, Johnny
Cash, Linda Ronstadt, Chuck Berry, Van Morrison, The Beatles, the Stones and
Bob Dylan, Marty Robbins, Little Richard, Lightning Hopkins, Doc Watson. I know that a person has a unique attachment to
things from their youth and perhaps that is why I find little or nothing interesting
about today’s popular music and so much almost transcendent about the music of the 60s and 70s.
Some of the music I like, that is not from my past: A Southern Gospel Revival, Fulu Miziki, even Shakira.
Rap, with its in your face attitude and love
for the material world, or Cardi B with her Wetass Pussy song and dance turn me
off. The
whiny, soft, feely music that pervades the modern sensibilities also leaves me
longing for the old times when music was not just emotion but vibrant bursting youthful
energy.
Sunday, August 14, 2022
The Chief End of Man
For most men are in a strange uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and have somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here to "glorify God and enjoy him forever".
Henry David Thoreau explaining how he set out to know the meaning of life by stripping it to its barest essentials
It occurs to me that simple answer from the Westminster Shorter Catechism, must have been taught to every young boy and girl in New England at the time. I started my teenage journey to find the answer to the same question by reading Walden over and over again. I then went to college and majored in biology because it was the scientific study of life and must, I thought, have some insight into what it all meant. I discovered, by the end of my four years, that biology's simple answer was that it was a giant mechanistic process driven by mutation and natural selection, that had no purpose and no meaning. Somehow that left too much unaddressed, or dismissed too much too easily. By the time I was in my mid twenties, I had given up. I concluded that there was no way to know and that life was just a long road down which we carried heavy burdens. It was at that point that, through various anguishing experiences and revelations, not to be enumerated here, the Spirit of God began to reveal himself to me. I began to believe there was something beyond the material world, but I knew nothing about it and went in search of answers in religion. I went to the library which was, at the time, across the street from my house and read every book there on every religion I could find books on. None of them quite matched the Spirit of revelation I was experiencing, until I picked up the Bible and began to read the four gospels. I came to realize that the Spirit I felt directing me and the one named Jesus speaking in the gospels were one and the same.So, from there, I became and remain a Christian. And I do believe that the chief end of man is to glorify God and enjoy him forever.
Enjoying him forever implies eternal life, and glorifying God means living your life by faith in what is righteous and living without fear because you believe there is a God who cares for you. To live a life as if you are in the presence of an all powerful and perfect God glorifies him not just to other people but to a myriad of beings we know nothing about.
Saturday, August 06, 2022
Summer Rain
It has been hot and muggy the last week in true August fashion with a thunderstorm at the end of the day. I sat and watched the black clouds swirling until the pouring rain forced me inside.
Sunday, May 29, 2022
May 22, 2022
I have been a week alone except for our German Shepherd Boris. Pam went with Paige to see Yellowstone and the Grand Tetons. They are flying back tonight. I will pick them up at the airport at about 1:00 am. I talked to the neighbors twice but only because Boris ran over to play with their dog. I worked every day except the weekends. We had some good long dog walks, I watered the garden every day and did some work on Papa's old room. The last time Pam went away without me, I had Papa to take care of, now it's just Boris, who generally is not much trouble other than he has to be with me no matter what I am doing. This is Memorial Day weekend and after a cool week, the weather is at its best: cool air, warm sunshine, blue sky, and green leaves.
Sunday, April 10, 2022
Fallen Forest
I am in the habit of following a trail through the little stretch of woods behind our house to the soccer field on Pine streets. It is little more than a quarter mile and there has always been a rudely marked trail cut by the keepers of the town's conservation land. But this last Fall a windstorm swept through the forest and uprooted dozens of tall oaks and pines, until the path that was there is now so obscured by tangled branches and fallen trees that it is almost impassable. My dog and I have found a way through though, he scurrying under the logs and I leaping up onto them and down the others side.
They are in the majority oak trees, probably about 50 to 75 years old. Each one, when it falls, leaves an uprooted root system and a pit filled with water so that there are dozens of tiny ponds now in these woods which my dog loves to drink from and splash in and, which I dread, will be harbors for clouds of mosquitoes once the weather warms enough. The soil is sand, stones and clay and is poorly drained. I think there is a limit to the height that trees can grow here, although some still stand, even bigger than those which have fallen.
Tuesday, February 16, 2021
Pine Street
Disobedience is the true foundation of liberty. The obedient must be slaves.
Thoreau
For 35 years I walked the
beach in Duxbury every chance I got. Now
I live in a nearby town, not directly on the water and I walk Pine Street which
runs in a straight line about a half mile from my street to the end. It passes the Council on Aging and an
athletic field. There are houses interspersed among the pine trees. The newer
ones that were carved out of the dense woods a few years ago are larger than
the old ones. This was the street that
once had the town dump, and is reputed to have been the area of town where its
black residents lived following their release from slavery or indentured
servitude in the 1700s.
Today there was a cold icy
rain that raised the fog off the snow and soaked my jacket.
Sunday, November 22, 2020
The Gulag Archipelago
The simple step of a courageous individual is not to partake of the lie.
One word of truth outweighs the world.
Alexander Solzhenitsyn
I am almost finished reading The Gulag Archipelago. It is a wonder that such madness could sieze a society and hold it in thrall for half a century. I am afraid that much of what Solzhenitsyn describes is creeping into our national unconsciousness. What do we have if we have a society built on lies?
Sunday, December 01, 2019
3 Days in Scotland
As I gaed up by yon gate-end,
When day was waxin' weary,
Wha' did I meet come down the street,
But pretty Peg, my dearie!
Her air sae sweet, an' shape complete,
Wi' nae proportion wanting,
The Queen of Love did never move
Wi' motion mair enchanting.
Wi' linked hands we took the sands,
Adown yon winding river;
Oh, that sweet hour and shady bower,
Forget it shall I never!
Sunday, October 27, 2019
Baeda
Sunday, October 20, 2019
Monday, October 14, 2019
Sunderland England and the MacKnights
Sunday, October 06, 2019
Tyneside General Hospital
When we were in England, my wife needed unexpectedly to see a doctor. I asked at the desk of the Roker Hotel how we should go about getting to see a doctor. The woman at the desk told us to dial 999, which we did. We were connected to a woman who asked us a series of questions about our problem, determined that we need to see a doctor right away, and made an appointment for us at Tyne side General Hospital. She said to be there before 11am. It was about 8:30am. We called a cab and were there in about 25 minutes. Going in, the desk was already aware of our appointment. It was not much different from an emergency room in the US., but less crowded, smaller, and more plain than we have here. Within 20 minutes we were seen by a nurse who took vital signs, scheduled tests, and took our information. We were very worried that we would not be able to use our insurance. We had gone to Mass General in Boston once for a similar incident and had been charged over $10,000. for an overnight with supervision, Our insurance had temporarily lapsed. At Tyneside they told us there would be no charge unless we had to be admitted. We had blood tests done, saw a doctor, were given a diagnosis. The issue was not as serious as we thought. And there was no charge.
It was clear they had no system set up for taking money or insurance information. That there was no charge was remarkable to us, but what was most remarkable was the efficiency and speed that we were moved through the system. It was an emergency room with no waiting. In America, if you cannot see your doctor right away, you go to an emergency room without an appointment and wait, usually for hours, and then are slowly moved through the system. It is usually an all day or all night process. We were out of Tyneside General in time to catch up with the rest of our party at the Sunderland Glass Museum in the early afternoon.
I have heard warnings about the British system; that one had to wait months for an operation or for a hearing aid. There must be some disaffection with the system, although we were not aware of what it was during our visit. We did see posters around the hospital admonishing patients not to abuse the doctors and nurses. I am not sure what that was about; but it implies that doctors do not have the same unassailable social status they have in the US, and, the one we saw, seemed equally as competent and professional. From my own limited first hand experience, I think I would choose their system over ours.
Saturday, October 05, 2019
Dawn
Sunday, September 22, 2019
Magnesian Limestone
Saturday, September 21, 2019
Durham
Saturday, September 07, 2019
Roker Pier and Lighthouse
We stayed at the Roker Hotel overlooking the North Sea and the Roker Pier and Light house. The Pier is a curving ribbon of granite ending in a two-toned granite lighthouse. It is an amazing feat of engineering and took 18 years to build. It stands against the ferocious winter storms protecting the mouth of the Wear river which, at the time it was built, was the sight of great industries, coal shipments and shipbuilding. It was started in 1885 when England was at the height of its imperial power and finished in 1903. There is an opposing curved pier on the south side which was built after World War I. The opposing pier is not as well done, a shabby sister to this one, perhaps symbolizing the ridiculous bloodletting of the war that undid Britain.
Sunday, March 10, 2019
Sunday, February 10, 2019
A Legacy of Service
My father's dream as a boy was to also be on the fire department. He was intimately involved with the doings of the department throughout his childhood. He went with my grandfather to the Brant Rock fire in Marshfield in the 1930s when a strip of grand hotels along the seawall burned to the ground. He would even take me as a boy to see the big fires that were happening in town. But my father was injured as a child and became legally blind in one eye. He had to return three time to the army recruitment office before someone turned a 'blind eye' and let him in, but even then he was assigned to Graves Registration. He never could pass the physical for the Fire Department, which he often told me was the greatest disappointment of his life.
Last week on FaceBook someone posted a newspaper clipping from 1940 of several firefighters being injured while searching a burning house for a child they thought was inside. One of those injured was my uncle Tom, who I only remembered as an old man dying of emphysema in the 1960s.
I also remember my father telling me how one of his brothers had pulled a boy who seemed dead from the Charles river and had worked at resuscitating him long after he was told it was useless. The boy revived and whenever that boy would walk past the fire station my father said his brother would break into the biggest smile.
Here is the clipping.
Thursday, August 09, 2018
Old Quebec
I took French in school and into college but, although I can read it pretty well, I can only piece together a few rudimentary sentences in real life. Quebecois was unintelligible to me, to my great frustration at having wasted so many years studying French. I imagine I could pick it up if I stayed here a year. The French Canadians are adamant about sticking to their own language for fear of being swallowed up by the surrounding English speaking world.
It was a day long drive from the Boston area. I looked into flying, because we only planned one weekend, but flying would have taken nearly as long as the drive because there were no direct flights. I was used to driving from Vermont to Montreal and was always surprised how quickly the land leveled out after crossing the border. The first time I did that I was 17. Me and two friends bicycled from Watertown to Montreal. The rural and mountainous land of northern Vermont suddenly gave way to tedious pedaling over flatland with open fields and rushing highway traffic. The crossing near Shelbourne was different though. The rolling green hills of the Green mountains continue for 30 miles or so before leveling out into the Saint Lawrence valley.
We had a good experience again with Airbnb. We had a studio apartment with a private back yard for $70.00 dollars a night. It was clean and private, although in a noisy part of the city, but we had been warned about that.